Friday, May 28, 2004
okay, im going to sleep NOW.
Thursday, May 27, 2004
okay. so ill finally do some blogging.
Friday, May 21, 2004
mhmm. slept at 1am this morning.. dno why i couldnt fall asleep. oh well..
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
i'm sorry if i hurt you,
Sunday, May 09, 2004
i knew someday it would have to end
Saturday, May 08, 2004
the night was dreary as the rain came down.
Tuesday, May 04, 2004
WHOOOOOOOOO. i juz finished memorizing EIGHTEEN kes of zao ju.
hahah.
tired as hell.
goonights!
etched at 4:09 AM
will juz put some stuff that happened since the exams till now.
stuff that might, well, amuse you. haha. stuff i can remember, anyway.
okay. so during the exam period. things were like shit.
cuz the only time i really studied was the day before the paper, and the morning of the day of the paper.
so, was pretty screwed la.
but towards the end, i think my class was kinda siao. lolx.
like, usually they're 2 papers a day..
and then we got about an hour's break between each paper.
and everyone was playing during that time as if everything was over. hahahah.
can see pple throwing paper balls, flicking bottle caps. aiya, you get what i mean.
the whole class was in a mess.
and then there was this one particular day i forgot to lock up my phone in the drawer.
cuz the physics paper started at 745, right.
yah. and i reached at 740. and i didnt lock up my phone.
so... it was in my pocket. uh huh.
and then it rang in my pocket. when the paper was finishing that time..
at first i felt the vibration.
then i could hear my phone ringing. hahahahaah.
went to shut that thing off and offed the friggin phone.
and i cant see which idiot that is cuz i dont have a caller id. heh
kinda freaky. haha. during the exam. and. yah.
oh yah. and i forgot to bring my calculator, set squares. and protractor on that day.
was physics and amaths paper that day. hahahahaahh. im such a blur idiot.
thank god mr ang got. went earlyearly in the morning to the staff room.
saw him there, then asked him for the stuff.
only got a calc, though.
i got protractor from glenn, and set square from yonglin.
so i think i was pretty lucky. haha.
okay, so after exams. nothing to say la.
juz play like siao. haha.
and then monday come.. die...
feel like shit and all.
but today was quite fun. haha.
teachers went quite easy on us la.. after going thru papers and all already.
and then during physics, sirhan wasnt here today.
so limmengchye came in for relief.
and then i was like, 2nd row from the front. and then i was msging.
and then i didnt put it properly inside my pocket.
and i sorta straightened my body to stretch a bit.
and my phone slipped out!
ahahhaahahhahaahha. almost died laughing.
and he didnt even notice.
and everyone around me was like staring at me.
haha.
and i lost my bottle.
noooooo. =(
was running for my bus and i think it slipped out.
shitshitshit. blechhh.
oh well.
i think im done for today. haha.
feels good to blog again...
=D
toodles~!
etched at 5:32 PM
woke up at arnd 9 anyways. went to play warcraft for an hour or so.
then i rotted arnd. got sick of it. trying to find smth to do. haha.
had to leave the house at 230 for trng.. blechh. one half hour to get there. so sian..
trng started late.. abt 410 or so. then i bowl like crap. lol.
so rusty... been about a month since i bowled. cuz of the exams. haha.
cant even concentrate properly. ohwells..
got home at arnd 830. with my tummy growling with hunger. >.<
dinner tasted xtra good. haha. for once i appreciate food.
mhmm.. got nth to do now. hah. guess i'll juz.. rot arnd.
byee.
etched at 9:55 PM
i'm sorry if you cry.
i'm sorry that you didn't see,
that i wanted to die.
seeing you go,
hurt me so.
don't you cry,
not one tear.
i'll always love you,
i'll always be near.
true, i was young,
but i broke; i couldnt take it.
my life was done,
so i'll not fake it.
the pain i felt,
intensified and amplified.
but what can i say?
all i can do is sigh.
when i'm gone,
i want you to see
that i was not happy,
and this is the way it had to be.
in this note,
you see my glory.
my life, my death,
is my sad story..
etched at 11:18 PM
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etched at 10:30 PM
i knew eventually i would have to go back to calling you friend
it's killing me that now that day has come
if it's for the best then where is this pain from
i know deep inside that this is what i had to do
but it's breaking my heart to walk away from you
i'm trying my best to appear strong
but it's hard when part of me says that in your arms is where i belong
i still love you with all my heart
that's not going to change even though we're apart.
there are so many of our special times i'm going to miss
all the words i ever said or wrote still hold true
but for now from a distance is where I'll be loving you
maybe you need me as a friend to help you through
we both have issues no one knows of
neither of us had the strength to be true to our love
maybe we will be together again if it was meant to be
but for now please don't stop loving me
even though we're not together
i'll still be here
with a shoulder to cry on or a sympathetic ear
the story of love can be quicker than the blink of an eye
but our story won't be over until the day that we die
i hope.
etched at 12:24 AM
she said, "let's go for a ride away from town."
all through the ride, she had nothing to say.
it was almost as if something stood in her way.
then suddenly it came, out of the blue.
"my parents said i have to break up with you."
"i'm sorry," she said, "i can't pretend."
"my parents said our love must end."
she took off his ring and tears came from his eyes
at the same time, the fear of losing her began to rise.
with tears threatening to fall, he held them back.
as he unconsciously parked the car on the track.
he wrote something on a piece of paper
he held her hand and said, "read it later."
he always wished they would never part.
he said in a sad voice, "you just broke my heart."
she opened the door & walked out into the rain
thats when she saw the lights of the train.
realising too late what she had sighted,
with the blink of an eye, metal collided.
all she could remember was blood running red,
and someone saying, "i'm sorry, he's dead."
the ambulance sounded like an agonising cry,
then she read the paper, and it said, "without you i'd die..."
etched at 12:00 AM
my brain is like, gonna pop. i feel so exhausted.
blechh. i juz hope i dont panic tmr. and then get a memory block.
and then i'll screw up.
sighhh. im so nervous.
gonna start to mug for bio and physics after chinese.
and read thru ss, history and geog textbook.
i wonder if i can finish on time. ughh.
anyone care to burn me some hell notes? i'll appreciate it.
etched at 6:10 PM